Decisions.

So I have made a decision. I am still gonna do ww (i honestly feel its a very good and simple system) but I am not going to go to meetings for a few weeks. I fully intend to go back to them....but with this second recent gain i dont want the mental challenge of knowing i am having a negative weigh in.

Tomorrow morning i will weigh in....and will weigh in on sundays for a few weeks. I am 100% committed to this journey....but i want weight watchers to be a positive experience. So i will do it online....still track....the week after this next one i am back to the gym and i think this will make a huge difference. I need the gym...simple as that. Im honestly in a better mindset...I want this....and am determined...I guess tho I just gotta do things my own way. So the first goal is to get back to ww....i am guessing it will only be 2-3 weeks away......i just want to string a few losses together and feel i can do this and not go into meetings feeling like a "failure"

I will be back tomorrow afternoon with my weigh in results.