Well today is going good ! Yesterday i did stick to the 1400 calories. Interestingly altho i didnt increase my fluid intake i woke up twice during the nite for a toilet stop and then ta-da the scales had gone down by 700 grams over nite :)
Today i have been on 1300 calories and with dinner i have eaten 1241 calories...which has worked perfectly. Tomorrow i have a whopping 1600 calories yay :) And since its back to gym nite might even treat myself to a yiros for dinner.
I have a confession to make i was considering quitting the gym :( i had a 24 hour period where i was really second guessing some stuff. Dont get me wrong i really do enjoy the gym...i love how strong it makes me and how its changing my body...but sometimes i sit back and i see all my friends going out on friday nites (i have PT sat mornings so i avoid going out friday nites)... they are having a good time...drinking their alcohol etc and hooking up with gfs...and that was one of my goals...to at least go on a date! lol or even better get myself a relationship...so here for the last year i decided to really focus...havent gone out too much...no drinking...and dont get me wrong i am satisfied with what i have accomplished...and i do feel better about myself...but i sometimes feel im busting my gut doing what i need to do but it just feels those "goals" are still a million miles away. I was telling my friends Joe and Ryan about it today and Joe was like...you quit the gym and i will give you a good slapping! lol Of course i got my head a bit straighter on...and get i just really need to focus on this cos its more then just about a partner its about saving my life too. My contract for the gym is up in about 4 weeks time...so i will really need to make some decisions in relation to that.
Okies off i go!