Well more thinking lol just for something new. Some wise person (that would be Jo lol) made a comment to me yesterday that i always do better when at the gym. My eating still sucks...i dunno every day around 4-5pm i lose the plot...so...i texted fiona today said im not gonna suspend my membership and i will be in tomorrow nite. I also asked her if we can start the goal setting stuff this week...so will start that thursday hopefully. I am gonna tell fiona i just seem to have lost the plot....lost my focus....and its not that i dont want to get back on track i do. I can pretty much already guess what fiona will say lol regardless of if i am losing weight or not....coming to the gym...makes me happier and helps me so to keep at it.
The disturbing thing is i was reading my journal back from mid 2007 i am only 10 or so kilos lighter then i was back then...in 2 years thats all ive managed...which is crap if you want my personal opinion.
Okies off i go...gonna make vegetable soup tonite...lets hope i follow thru with that