So for anyone who isnt on my facebook...i lost 1.3 kilos =] i was very happy about that...that takes me to 12.3 kilos since december 15 and 32.4 kilos altogether...and I am now getting close to severalgod things...2.7 kilos and i will have my 10% since rejoinging in december...2.6 kilos till i reach 35 kilos...and 3.5 kilos till im at 135 kilos and of course only 300 grams till im at my lowest in 2 years ! YAY i feel so on track....so convinced that i am going to see this through and so focused on my goals for this year...i have 6.5 kilos to lose between now and 28th march to reach m goal of 132 kilos which i wanna reach by Robyns birthday party. 39.5 kilos to be under 100 OMFG under 40 kilos to lose to get there...! So much is in my grasp at the moment it isnt funny !
Was talking to leigh last nite and she was saying how she has culled a lot of her friends recently....and i said..i never use to have any friends...and she was like "im in shock" and i asked why? And she said cos ur such a friendly gal. Isn't it weird how our perception of ourselves is just so different? I dont see me that way....i still see me as the wall flower....the "fat girl" whose a outcase but is invited along to make up numbers or something...yet i have had several people tell me they see me as friendly...and popular. Thats such a hard concept cos i just dont get it...but its part of the journey i guess
On the 22nd i have a girls nite at the mojo club....so popped into katies today cos i need a new top...i have new jeans to wear YAY found them in the cupboard tried them on a few weeks ago and they slide right on me (may be a lil looser now) still with tags on em anyway i saw a couple of tops i liked so next week when i go to the gym ill pop in and buy one.
I am downloading the US versions of biggest loser ! They are currently doing a couples series too and series one is ready for me to watch....im also downloading series 3 and 5 so lots of good motivational viewing coming my way !