Well after feeling completely miserable yesterday about the weight loss am feeling somewhat better today. Had a appointment with my PT trainer this morning and when the alarm went off at 7.15am I so didnt want to get out of bed. Anyway i begrudgingly went...in the rain...buses going past all completely full..only just made it in time...anyway i then whinged to my trainer (lol she must think im such a delight) but anyway same thing i whinged about last week...i am fluctuating between 145 and 147 kilos. i told her i dont think its enough calories for me and she agreed that it may not be, and for me to discuss it with jenna my dietician tomorrow. She also said to me yanno you committed on paper to the gym so why dont u committ to me and jenna for 3 months and then if things arent working we will relook at it? So ive told her i will..hopefully jenna says that yeh i should try the 1500 calorie diet as well to see if it makes a difference.

So my date with M is set for 2pm on saturday afternoon, just meeting for coffee at one of my fave haunts in north adelaide - fellinis. So friday I have a appointment for my hair to be done, i will also pop on and get my eyebrows waxed as well and we will see how it all goes. We have been talking quite a bit online this week and we get on real well she has a wicked sense of humour...so no matter what im sure ill gain a friend.

Not a lot else going on...just gotta work today and tomorrow nite and then 10 days off - thank gawd !!! Off i go..